Whats life anymore. Heres a definition from a web dictionary. So i didnt flip a few pages to find the actual meaning in a proper dictionary. Fucking sue me.
Life - The property or quality that distinguishes living organisms from dead organisms and inanimate matter, manifested in functions such as metabolism, growth, reproduction, and response to stimuli or adaptation to the environment originating from within the organism.
Heres mine - It is a heart wrenching walk, filled with pain and suffering only for you to bear.
Short no? Life pretty much sucks big time now. Nothing to look forward to but more pain. Sure it seems easy but its so pointless. have you ever wondered what on earth your here for? No book recommendations e.g. purpose driven - Rick warren. I live day to day just to kill myself slowly. physical mental. i wont say spiritual cuz im dead there already. spiritual man rotting and all.
A little poetry for the soul
Pulsating
Is the man’s heart longing for acceptance
Mourning
Is his hearts only cry
Forever in this life entangled
Is this boy’s spirit confined
Not ready to fly
But thrown off the edge
No longer hanging by some thread
Tis the story of the life i’ve lead
A slit of the wrist
A step of faith
Both will save this man from this place
Make or break
Live or die
These are this boy's lullaby
Never ending sorrow ensues
To finally break his spirit into two
Sometimes I just don't get life, God, God. God wants to have a relationship with me. I try, but he is a dao-ist. he just cant be bothered with me. i'm like a seed planted in a bloody dessert. I try to survive but i just cant make it. maybe i wasnt meant to. who knows maybe i'll find out on the other side.
Live life to the fullest, bullshit
Joshua
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